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So see this guy right here? this was my bestfriend Tristan. Yeah I said was. This is because he died. He’s had blood cancer for half a year. We met the first day I went to daycare. I was about two & he was three. We became good friends. He always stood up for me, he always shared toys and food with me, he hung out with me. At school, we played at recess together. We did everything together. We’ve always lived down the street from each other. One day he got really sick, and we had to take him to the hospital. We were there for two days, trynna figure out what was wrong with him. It was 2 am, the doctor came in and told us, that he had cancer and he only had maybe a year to live, because of how bad his body was effected by the cancer. I cried and cried for days. I could never get over the fact that I would lose someone i cherish. I didn’t want to believe it. He was in the hospital for about a month. He did dialysis every day. He became weak, and he looked horrible. But soon after he got out of the hospital, it was all good, he started playing football and he went to school. Every second day, i would go with him after school to dialysis. We spent a lot of time together. This morning, he calls me at 7am and tells me he wasn’t feeling good, I was going to work at the hospital because my mom is a doctor and i help out. Anyways, I get an other call at 12 and he tells me hes throwing up blood and he can’t walk. My brother goes to pick him up and I go to his room. I cried, the minute I saw him. He was pale, he was weak. He couldn’t walk or talk a lot. His eyes were puffy and dark. He awake, just looking at me, couldn’t do anything but look at me. I sat next to him on the bed. Just watched t.v and tried to spend the most time i could with him. I went to grab something to eat with his 5 year old sister. I come back, and the doctors tell me he’s gone. His little sister, Lorena, asks the doctor “Where did he go Jadey?” I started crying when she asked me, i think she got the hint because, she too started crying. So I lost my bestfriend today, i haven’t stopped crying since.

R.I.P Tristan Jason Michaels.

I miss you cuddle cakes. ♥ -Eileen

Rest in paradise Tristan<3

We will always love you, especially @helloitseileen

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